Two Worlds
We live in two worlds. The
contrast felt stark as we stepped off the plane in Columbus, OH just three
short weeks ago...
We left temperatures in the
80s, with dust flying everywhere from no rain for months.
We entered into temperatures
below 0, with everything covered in white.
We left a place full of
financial poverty everywhere you look.
We entered a place
overwhelmed with financial wealth.
We left a world where options
of things to buy are fairly simple – much of the same thing everywhere you go.
We entered a world of endless
options in nearly every store.
We left a world of bartering
for a world of fixed prices.
We left a world focused on
relationships – where everyone greets you and stops to talk.
We entered a world where
everyone is busy and minding their own business.
We left a world where you
have to raise, kill, pluck, and cook your own chickens for food.
We entered a world where you
can buy a frozen chicken breast dinner already prepared - for your dog. (still trying to process this one..)
We left a world where my
children are always the center of attention (for good or bad) when we just step
outside our house.
We entered a world where my
children are often ignored by the strangers they are trying to greet.
We left a world full of old
junky cars and motorbikes.
We entered a world full of
shining new cars all over the place.
We left a place where
opportunity is hard to come by.
We entered a place where
opportunity is everywhere if you are looking.
We left many wonderful
friends for a few weeks.
We were welcomed and loved on
by our amazing family and friends for those same few weeks.
Both worlds are full of cell
phones and vehicles and people heading to and from work.
Both worlds are full of good
food if you just know where to find it.
Both worlds have many hurting
people who are longing for purpose and meaning in their lives.
Both worlds are full of
desire, creativity, and hope.
Both worlds are also full of
challenges, frustrations, and despair.
Both worlds are full of
people who need to be loved - - really loved - - by Jesus’ followers – so they
will know that they are already completely loved by Jesus Himself.
So which place is home?? When
in Cameroon, I call America ‘home’. When in America, I found myself calling
Cameroon ‘home’ now.
It feels strange. Neither
place feels fully like home at the moment. Yet both places feel like home at
the same time. Instead of worrying about the former, I’ve decided to embrace
the latter.
We have two homes. We will always have a home in America – where our
families are – where we grew up – where our friends and loved ones welcome us
and give us a place to stay – where we know the comfort of familiarity and the
joy of deep relationships.
Yet we now also have a home
in Cameroon – where we live most of our time at the moment – where we have
already established new friends and ‘family’ – where we have work that is full
of purpose and long-term investment – where we know we are supposed to be right
now.
So which place do we belong??
We belong with the Lord and
each other. We are celebrating the gift of having two homes and getting to live
in two different worlds. We are also celebrating the MANY incredible people we
have to love, be loved by, and walk through life with!
Having moved to a sort of mission field ourselves this past year, I can relate to this, and I find your perspective thought-provoking and uplifting. It is always good reading your updates. I love and miss you, friends!
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